Monday, May 26, 2008

Waiting on Bus 13

There's nothing like waking up to Monday mornings just knowing that its the beginning of the work week and for me that means I have 6 days in row. I have changed my feeling about this though since its also the start of a week of endless opportunities and where anything is possible.

Today I spent a lot of time waiting. I think it would be reasonable to say that a lot of my time is spent waiting. Its a routine for me to wait but today was a day spent in limber and passive involvement.

Let me just start off at the beginning~ I didn't sleep well last night. I am really worried about a lot of things. I am wanting to be real honest with everyone here. As my best friends know me I tend to think way to much. I am a little scared though thinking of my life in Korea. I was worried last night because of Health issues and just want to make sure everything is OK. I am trying to find a job and figure out a good course of action because even though July is far away I still am terrified about what can happen.
Today Christina and I went to the hospital. We sat in the waiting room and passed the time. Passing the time with Christina in idleness is never a waste of time. Going through everything with my best friend is so important to me and I wouldn't want to miss anything for the world. She's my best friend I haven't ever had a best friend before I never had someone I could go to without hesitation. I have many close friends but its different. I would like to just say that I will Always Wait for you no matter what circumstance.

Everyday, regardless of where I am going I am waiting for Bus 13 to come. Sometimes I want it to come faster and sometimes I want it to stay away and not come. Bus 13 carries my joy each day to me. After we go to the library where we open up our dreams and try to figure out things for later.

After the time at the hospital we waited for work. We had a nice lunch and later I shaved because my beard is getting long. So much for trying to infiltrate into Afghanistan. I would like to see how Afghanistan is doing ironically. If you are confused read the Kite Runner~that book is still the best one I read here I think.
Work was quick painless and rather boring. I am starting to play with the kids more and it seems to help. I just hate it when I get in trouble from the book. His favorite game is peek-a-boo some habits never change.

Today Christina, Vicki and I all noticed how weird the Jeongs are. Miss Jeong doesn't pass along important information to the boss(I thought she was a secretary)and He is shocked to hear what has been happening at the Academy since he isn't really inspecting the classrooms and he foolishly lets Miss Jeong handle a lot of Academy meetings when it comes to getting new students. I would be surprised if he knew exactly how many students he had in his academy. Its just a number to him anyway. I don't know all of their English names because I haven't given names to many students. The ones that don't participate I haven't given a name too. I feel like private schools are a complete waste of time if you as a student aren't going to try.

My Prayer is simple. I hope to find a good job, make more money, be a successful teacher, and show I can be a wonderful husband. If I needed to I would work harder. I always feel like I am playing against the clock nowadays and just want to make sure that I can figure out everything before its too late.

Its Monday but since I am going to bed soon its consequently Tuesday. I had a wonderful weekend and just want to make this week the best possible week there could be.
I was just waiting for classes to be over. I didn't want to get a headache from ill mannered bad tempered "mad cows" today... I am done putting up with senseless antics. I want to have good classes only and forget about all the Bullshit that is buried on top of Yale.

I will Fight more for making better here. Its getting better all the time.

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