Monday, August 18, 2008

Incheon

I am with Min Young now. I am with a great friend. I am happy to spend all night with her and enjoy what is my last day in Korea for this year but I will be back soon.

I read my darlings email and it actually lifted my spirits. We have nothing to worry about and things can be overcome because we have hope I know it will endure and I know I will be back soon. We are strong our love grows and we will be beter than before when we come back.


Korea was good to me and as I am waiting for an airplane to come I just think of the endless posibilities and all the hopes we can attain.

In this world anything is possible. I will write more but as my time is almost up I will end here. I am going home for a short stay. I will come back or move to another city not Missoula whatever my Babe desires. My future is vested in her and I will make it work.

I have much to say and do still but I have to go. Talk to you soon,

I will pray to God and I will do the right thing. Don't be sad and just know you are so loved.

Today Now Forever and Always

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Gumi Rest

This is my final story I will write in Korea. I am leaving feeling Vanquished. I hope I did right. I truly meant only the best.

I finished my contract and I worked a little longer. This work was not the best for me. I struggled more than I would have liked. I had to fight over simple things that I feel anywhere else I would have had better results. This is nothing to do with Country, or kids, or even Mr Jeong but just my feeling.


I don't want things to be hard when I leave. I dream of a better future. Going home will make it so I can do everything. I will get the things I need in order to prepare for 2 years later. I will anxiously and happily wait. I can't say Goodbye and feel good. I think that this is too hard.


I know in Korea a man is supposed to cry 2 times in his life. 1. When he is born and 2. When a loved one dies.


I am taking a vacation, I am trying to find another Job I am fighting. I am capable and I will succeed and I just need more than Hope to follow me. I loved Korea because of one person~ The things here in Korea are wonderful. The old ancient history, the calm in the morning, how people can be kind.


I hope that my race, my age, and everything else I can't control will not be an issue. I know its an issue in the Country and I just wanted to be a better man all the time. I finished my packing and cleaning today.


Today my girlfriend did so much for me. I didn't understand why but now I do and I am proud and happy. I love her so much she is amazing and the best woman in the world. To say how much I love and care about her is something I can't put in words. I don't care about anything else.


For readers who still don't know how to put proper comments. You have to share the experience to understand the situation. My girlfriend laughs and thinks the same as I do so please think more.

I am going home now, its sad and a little unfortunate but I just want to say that I know I have the most wonderful things in Gumi

1. A charming girlfriend who is my right arm my better half and my future.
2. A nephew who calls me Uncle.
3. A sister in law who liked me.
4. A brother in law who is COOL

and the makings of a wonderful family tradition I just hope that it happens sooner.

Its our life... Live our dreams and don't let anything die. As hard as it is to accept this I am doing all of my things for you.