False Surreality

Today I thought a lot about Concept of Reality. I want to put in some editorial comments and also corrections I just went to Kim bab for some dinner and there were 2 kids screaming, and dropping objects and without any sense of place (in the middle of a restaurant). The mother was saying: Ande Hajima: this bad stop, I don't like. Yet she was talking to them like a friend. There is no sense of discipline or real authority when it comes to kids.


The kids are very seldom scolded in a manner that does justice. I couldn't believe that the mother just let her kids get away with that. I was giving them some harsh looks like "SHUT UP" but they were oblivious. If I was the owner of Kim bab I would have said Get out of my store.



I think a lot about Concepts and Concepts of Reality in particular because Reality is what is necessary in order to live by. Its impossible to be happy in a pipe dream. I hold onto strong ideals and notions that I want to make into reality these are my Concepts of living a perfect life. Its always important to maintain an open mind and clean conscience of what we come across in our daily lives. I feel that most people are completely oblivious to this fact and I also feel that some people miss the whole point or purpose as to what our functions are.

The Concept of Others is very sad at times here. In Korean society many people care about their actions and how they look to other people but then they go and disgrace themselves by not handling themselves properly in public. The Concept of Public behavior is a stark example of what lack of reality people have. This is everywhere. There are many things or concepts people have. Concepts are what we all have they are ideas but there are certain Universal Concepts that people should have.


Blaring Music or cell phones on a train, bus or other pubic area is just dumb. Walking around town unaware of your actions when it comes to others. One thing I don't like is parents letting their children walk anywhere they want downtown including the busy street. They act ompletely oblivious to the cars who don't stop. People make me sick.


This is my concept of Reality: I am as pure and honest as they come. I will never be unfaithful, lie, cheat or steal. I will do whatever I can to improve the situation. Right now I am trying to make as much money as I can. I am focused on one goal and thats to insure a strong base. In my mind I have more concept that most of the people I see. I make mistakes but I can rectify them. I don't judge people's ideas I judge their lack of Concept of Ethical/moral behavior or Reality...This is why I am fighting for change so much because I have a lot to show or prove.
Christina and I have a theory that 80% of the world has no concept. To me these people are like drones just taking what is available and clueless to what is happening around them.

My definition of No Concept is clueless, or people who are to stupid to know how to fix their mistakes. I also think that people who can't see other possibilities are Clueless.

I am changing my Concepts all the time and I worry I am running out of time. There are 3 types of people in this world-the Thinkers the doers and the watchers. I don't want to watch anymore. I have thought and though and there is nothing except waiting. I want to do anything possible to change people's concepts about Education, me, America etc. This is very important to me.

Monday I truly feel anything is possible. I don't know what will happen concerning me and my job but I do know that in the long run it doesn't matter.

There is no reason why to live in Final Fantasy~ Everything in my mind is possible. I write this post because I want to work magic for the rest of this month.

My concept was originally to work 1 year and leave. Now I want to build as much as I can before its too late. My situation feel urgent to me. I am going to get hounded this week with emails/phone calls/ and work front.