Thursday, May 22, 2008

Soiled Waters

Another days passing here in Yale Academy. As always I am making use of the time. Time is a luxury I am always feeling I don't have enough of these days. I believe that in this month of May I have become much more positive about my situation here. I do apologize to anyone who has seriously missed the purpose of my blogs.

I have been down this road exactly 344 days. Its hard to imagine that I have been here that long. in retrospect it seems like a very short time. When I say I have been down this road before each month I know the drill. I am looking more and more inward to my own intuition and for right now I am seeing unsuccessful attempts at teaching English.

Here is a rundown of my day. In the morning I spent it getting ready for work. I am trying to get a lot of personal things done for the weeks to come. Work was as always its ups and downs.
I think in many of my blogs I blame the kids for weird happenings. During my day my darling and I often talk about No concept. These are times when people, kids etc. are just plain weird but unfortunately its also partly my fault.

I think my head has been rolling around for a few weeks and I am losing sight of Teaching. On Occasion I have found myself able to put together a strong class but I still fail to reach out to the floaters as I call them. These are the kids that just bounce class to class without a care in the world. I don't even know their names because they don't do anything in the class other than just sit there and don't do anything.

In my 4 classes I have 23 students. Today I gave a test to 5 of them. Two of them aced it with flying colors 2 got Fs and one got an F-. It makes me think that either my teaching has gone wacko or Mr. Jeongs approach with toefl books to kids who are barely cognizant


Today was a good day though because I got a lot of work done. I am full of energy and trying to get everything I need done this weekend. I am a busy bee and trying to keep it that way.. More soon to follow.


Bottom line is that I am happy because I am working towards a wonderful thing and nothing can detour or steer me in the wrong way~ ^~^ In a place full of uncertainty I am certain about that. All ways possible.

ALL WAYS POSSIBLE

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