Boung ee da

Today was supposed to be the best day of the week. I love Thursdays so much. I have 3 classes and everyone else has 4. So that means plenty of breaks. I also get to have a break with Christina which is supposed to be fun and entertaining but today was a Boung ee da day. the bad happenings that transpired at Yale took effect.


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Today was a day that I saw the full spectrum of emotions. I woke up with a desire to have the best possible day because its something that I count down the days until Thursday. I don't enjoy Friday at all. Its not a special day in my opinion. I ended up feeling Hopeless: unable to help.

The Atmosphere at work was sad. I wore new clothes and tried to look real nice because I wanted to dress up special today. I think that most of the kids are seriously Boung ee da. I am flipped off on a regular basic, told things like stupid, crazy, etc and its just a part of the culture here. There is no enforcement which is even more boung ee da in itself.

Me, Christina and Vicki all have the same mindset. Here is what happened why I say again I don't know but its the day:
Sungmin this awful Smart ass sent us text messages including foul language. I deleted it thinking it was an advertisement or wrong number while Vicki and Christina tracked him down. I remembered giving him my phone number out of pure genuineness thinking as a teacher there is no harm letting kids have my number. I regret this because this kid just proved me wrong. Kids have no respect for teachers whatsoever. Kids like him don't belong here.


I was upset because there are bigger things going on than kids at work. Work is always going to drag us down. I think that the best things at work just like at Gumi are hidden. I don't have to look any further than my left side. I don't like to see her upset and bothered. Iccigo Iccie all the time.

I am looking forward to a nice weekend where I hope to make anything happen and enjoy more than any dream. This is my life and the only dream I believe in is the one I am living. Going to Korea was a dream come true. It took me 2 years to find a way but I came and I don't regret coming ever. As a result of coming I have found my dreams.

This day is probably the worst day this month and I just hope its the last.


Boung ee da: Diseased, thinking bad thoughts, ill happenings,


So here I am waiting for the sun to shine again and hopefully forget this miserable excuse of a day. I just want to think of the wonderful things in my life and forget the awfulness.