Perseverance through an Apple Maze

As always I got up to the sound of bells at 8 am. I took a shower, ended up talking to a good friend of mine from Japan. He called me. It was good to hear from him. He is one person I hope to see again. I feel at times I have lost so much since coming here. I think I ruined at least one friendship and maybe a few others. Anyways, I was happy to talk to him and see how he was doing. He is in the hospital recuperating right now from a leg injury he sustained when Jumping off of a trampoline. He apparently broke his leg.

I found a new breakfast place called PappaRotti but its a little two expensive. I think maybe 2 times a week. It was nice to relax and enjoy the comforts of being in a nice cafe with my darling.


We studied and I am hoping I can be more of a help soon. I always want to help her study.I would like to buy her more books to help her and anything else I can do. I want to make a real Don Il E gai Vocabulary list for her.



Work wasn't very good today. I feel I am losing my caring. I am amazed at the kids poor attitude and there is nothing I can do to stop it at all anymore. Its mostly my fault but I still feel violated.

I am happy that I am not at work right now. I am starting to slowly recede into the depths of insanity and I am trying to mask myself but to no avail. I ask myself today in the mirror who am I while wearing my WHO A U shirt...I am really worried about things and my GOM (BeAR) ORb that says Fighting is spurring me on to continue.



I went out to eat with Aaron even though I shouldn't have because I am really busy. It was good to see Aaron but unfortunately my mind is pit of quick sand and I need to just get some rest.

Carrying on because of the Apple of my Eye makes Work more than bearable its the only thing that makes it fun for me. Without her I couldn't go more for a day.

I am wrapping my mind on better projects all in hopes to find self improvement and the answers I am seeking before my perseverance runs out. I am Fighting Teacher I will always have that. I am solidified and poised for anything. I will not be duped by the Yale Maze for I have all the riches that I could need.