Mind Tricks

I am afraid to go to sleep these days. my dreams are vivid and scaring me. I literally thought I was sleeping in my bed at my home in America today ans woke up in a fit of sorrow for leaving Korea so suddenly. I almost had a heartache until I realized that I was still in my apartment. I am quite frankly scared about my mind.

I got up early 8 am in order to motivate myself for a special day. I had a quick breakfast at Mcdonalds and tried to just picture myself calmly in the music that was playing. I felt energized and ready to face my fears but for some reason I still stood uncertainly.


I went to the Bookstore and bought another Paulo Coehlo book for some reason I like his stories and are giving me some inspiration for the rest of my sojourn here.

WE went to Indong today for a meeting with Pearl an old friend of ours. Paradise is a buffet style restaurant that has very good food. It was nice to see Pearl again. I enjoyed good steak and many other foods. I went home around 5:30 wishing that I had been able to spend a little bit more time~ I am feeling scared about a lot of things right now.

It is my hope that a good work week to top of the month of Febraury will be good. This week will be really busy. Its the last week that there will be an ma2 class! I will be excited to see the changes.

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Its been a rough weekend for me unfortunately. I wasn't mentally prepared for anything. MAybe I am getting sick but I just feel real terrible right now. Maybe on Monday it will pass.

more later its the last week of February let it shine:)