Saturday, January 26, 2008

Blowing off Steam(DAEGU)

Well I think that the Daegu air is just what I needed. ...
I spent the day with a good Foreign Friend. Aaron...He is hilarious and it was a good time. HE works at LG which is a huge company. I am almost tempted to go there but at this point I dont think its possible.
WE went to the Holy Grill and I had Taco Salad! I love Tacos and I havent had Tacos in 8 months so it was nice. Daegu is so nice. Lets move there. We toured the city just checking out shoes, and clothes for a few hours before mosing our way back home via Mogohwa? Train.

I hope to hang out with Aaron again down the road.


Well its Saturday and it was nice to work with my Darling in the morning. I got nearly attacked by some weirdo who wanted to fight me. He kept yelling at me until I yelled at him I am going to work leave me alone. I felt awful because my pressure was low and I was tired and at work at 9 pm. I immediately was worried he would harass Christina so I went back to the bus stop to wait for her. I almost wish he had came back because I would have leveled him had he laid a finger on Christina or myself. I dont like "crazy" people.
Work was work. Once again the Palmer Report run down
TC2: I may have made many mistakes but I am tired of dealing with Tc2 girls. They didnt take my test and there is no way I can enforce. I have decided that if they dont come for my test then they can just skip it and may not recieve a syllabus.
TC1: Well the guys (gang) were all there...test review and unit 16 continuation

Next week should be interesting

TD2: TEST!!!
TD1: TEST!!!
Easy Day!

Galbei with Christina! As always special and good food good time. I have come to the conclusion about somethings today: 1. I need to change my feeling/attitude. I have felt run down lately due to situations that have came to pass. It was unfortunately a difficult last week and just something I have had to overcome. I would like to think of myself as an upbeat, positive person but maybe I have been too negative lately. ...

Here is the Truth

I am happy that I have a job for the time being. Its getting me some money and I am able to save a lot. Forgetting all the problems there is many positive sides to this job. I just always want to make the situation better. I want to fix the relationship with my estranged boss, the kids and just be a good teacher.
I am considering pursuing more teaching after my contract is up. I dont know where yet. America, Japan, Europe, Korea. I want to ultimately do whats right.

Tomorrow if I can I will get a haircut and shave, and change my appearance if I can't tomorrow then later this week FOR SURE.
I was told today by a friend that it looks like you dont care right now. I asked "Does my appearance look like a teacher?"

Another Truth: I do care so much. While I am sad at times, I think everyone is. I dont regret anything about coming here. I am also happy with everything that I have accomplished. I value my relationship with Christina so much. I have a minimum of 4 months left here in Gumi. From there I dont know what my future will be. I do know that I want to make the best of these 4 months.

Maybe I am thinking too much. I have a few new missions in Gumi.
I want to develop a better understanding of everything. I want to make sense of Korea and everything that Korea has to offer. ON The 11th of February it will be officially my 8th full month in Korea.


~I truly am hoping to aspire to be the best I can be. Its time for serious change for me.
I am going into next week with more of an Open mind and time for anything. I can't say enough how much I do value the things I have and I do just hope that I can find a way to make things better or right.

I will continue a post tomorrow its time for bed

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