The battle of the Eyes verses the Stomache

Well its Saturday another day passing in Gloomy oh oops I mean Gumi. Oh could I say...

Same time as always here I am giving the world a jingle from my corner of the world. As I said I wish to put together more details of my Adventure and forlorn experiences. Dont get me wrong its not all forlorn.

Let me explain....
I technically am working by myself. I teach 4 classes, my boss teaches 2 and Carrie taught 2 as well. My boss doesnt really ever say a word to me unless its negative. I understand its Korean way, and I also understand its his way~ especially since he is so busy. Maybe I am just grouchy with the work situation and should stop talking about it.
Today~ I realized how much Japan is no longer impossible so now i lied to my friends about going. I am stuck in Gumi and may not be able to do anything for 3 days.
who is to know what will happen

Classes:
1. Tc2: I gave 3 tests. Jenny was absent
2. Julia and Julie were absent. I gave tests. I think I got through to Chrono as well. I am tired of the fiasco that is happening lately in class.
3. Td2 I gave one of my best lectures but unfortunately it was for just 2 students. Its because of this that I can't wait until March~ if I last that long. Its so hard to teach 5 or 6 classes back to back pretty much and it seems a waste if its for only 1 or 2.
4). Td1: I gave a good lecture opening chapter: I will give test next week.
I have come to the conclusion that I change my syllabus plan almost every month. I tell the class what to expect almost everytime I teach them. I think I need to put some more ideas into my classes simply out of my boredom but who knows.
End all be all~ classes went great today. Its Saturday and I dont understand the premesis for teaching everyday. I think if he put more into the classes during the week we wouldnt have to teach Saturday. Its just too much. I am slowly burning out and no one seems to care.

I decided not to ask Mr. Jeong today for a day off instead I will either just accept the fact that I am not going or try on Monday. Its aggravating when even Carrie is right and says: 1. think about it, he will probably be just mad. Which is true. Workaholic is what he is. I can't believe.


I will be flat out honest my situation is starting to get to me. I shouldnt write this in the story since its just sad but truthfully I am feeling more and more morose as each day goes by. I am a little scared and a little unsure as to what I should do.


Anyways back to something more important:
I went to Pizza Hut for dinner. I ate so much I had a platter of meat and salad bar. I almost ate everything but had to leave because I was so full. This was the only fun thing that I did today and it was by myself. I am fine being alone but I am alone way to much of the time. I guess I have no one to blame except me since I decided everything.


I sent my Baby some pictures of my feast and the work that I put away. I am hoping that it will be enough to gain a little weight but knowing me I doubt it.
I should say that I went to bed last night feeling excited because Christina will take the exam in February and I will hope that I can be there to help her along the way.

It felt nice to be under the blankets after my accidental shower too. The D**n water pipe broke and so I happened to look at it and it made me soaking wet. I took off all of my clothes to fix it too. I bet my baby would have loved to see that hehe.

After walking home from Pizza hut i now feel like having some more food :( unfortunately I dont know what to have and dont think I will go anywhere the rest of the night.

So now I am just waiting for my house to warm up or actually my bed first. I shouldn't say this but I am hoping to see my Beauty tomorrow. I missed her so much today and I want to do anything in my power to give her the best weekend possible.


If you are seeing stars in your eyes and your eyes are a little wet I did my job. I am madly in love and think I have to begin a new story or write more later which ever comes first.