I never wrote about Just me before.
Today was a special day because there was no work. At this moment I would be teaching Md3 and probably yelling at them.
I had a strange day. I couldn't read or figure out what bus I should take and ended up being real late. I also didn't get off at the right stop so I had to run for 30 minutes to just get to the gym.
Along the way. The bus passed a car on a two lane inner city street and had to go real fast to avoid oncoming traffic. Then he had to slam on his brakes to avoid an Ambulance. I was happy to get off the bus to say the least. Its a little scary.
I know I am not perfect when it comes to successfully adapting or just simply living in Korea. Maybe its a small town I don't know.
I want to do whatever I can in order to make things right. I have a twist of guilt about decisions I need to make and I think my tension is just making me cry out for help. I unfortunately should be better.
I have a plan in my mind. I want to get more schooling so I can have a chance at getting a better job. I want to have a successful job that I enjoy. I want to bridge the gap between all people so there is no bad feelings between anyone. I don't plan on making a mistake~ I am just trying to look at things bigger.
Its a 3 day weekend and I hope tomorrow is wonderful~
I would never on purpose make things difficult. I just want to do the right thing. What is the right thing... maybe staying longer? Its that important to me.
I write my heart here because its one of the only places I can.
bottom line is that I am happy because I have the best girl I could ever have, I have many friends and I got a lot of things to look forward to.
Friday, August 1, 2008
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