I am unfortunately in not a very good mood. I feel really bad (sad) about things right now. I blame no one but myself and feel like I am just not doing something that I should. I really want to be the best I can be.
I had Six Classes today. The Disrespect was varying in each class and I basically have gotten used to accepting it. I really don't enjoy teaching here. Its giving me heartache and making me feel worse.
I didn't really have much to say in the morning or evening other than that I really do want to try my best and sometimes I feel like I could do more but something is holding me back. I am wishing I could do more and it pains me that I can't. Sometimes I don't even know what else to do. My ultimate goal is to be a better bf because there isn't anything that I wouldn't do.
And so it goes..
Friday, April 11, 2008
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