Friday, April 4, 2008

Mi Chin Yale Hakwon kam sa ham ni da Meori Apa An Jo A Yo

I don't know why I have put up with the bull shit for so long....

I haven't ever heard a positive comment out of my boss's mouth. I think if he did he would get struck by lightening or something. My boss hasn't said more than 3 words to me in the past 3 weeks. Its been nice but also tiring.

Today he put some comments in my notebook which was blatantly uncalled for and also ACWOT A Complete Waste of Time. Here it is in a nutshell.
Daily Progress Reports are messy. They are sometimes hard to read, they are sometimes put in Korean and I can't completely follow them but I just do my best. I put example
Chapter 2 A Tale of Two Seeds and I don't but the Lesson 1 or whatever. Big Deal. So my boss yelled at me because he couldn't prepare the new textbook. Its same as Vicki's or Christina's but he is truly being lazy. He has been really unapproachable for at least a month and so every Thursday I busy myself trying to get work done for him that he would like as fast as he wants it. If he wants something else he needs to come to me but he doesn't.

Email Teaching I don't think he listened to a word I said. He just wanted to make me feel bad. I forgot to do it a lot when I got here 9 months ago, now I do it twice a week. I have adjusted to time changes etc. What I don't do is write a good email.

Hi how are you?
I am fine.
What will you do this weekend?
I am going to watch a movie.
I hope you like classes
Are classes going well?


No one writes but he complains that there isn't much to these emails. I think its a crock of baloney.


Anyways my 25 minute meeting with him was worthless. He didn't think once about my situation. I have changed immensely over the last 10 months but nothing is good enough and I know that attitude will not get him far in life.

I understand his business scheme. The kids are little shits but they can treat me bad all they want as long as they are here. In other words, he honestly doesn't care about the teachers at all. Teachers are replaceable kids are not that is truly what he said. He is F***ng Crazy. Christina is an amazing teacher who devotes so much to the kids that when they walk over her or if they leave its upsetting. Our boss feels bad and gives us treats only because he wants us to be better so more kids will stay. It has nothing to do with teachers ability or not its simply they found something better. Its nuts.

Today I yelled a lot and said things that I shouldn't.
MA1: I explained to them that I was tired and sad and that I would try to have a good class and we did. I like the boys in that class. The girls not so much but the boys are actually interesting and try so I love teaching them.

I told Christina
Mori opa E Ruem Jeong: I have a headache its name is Mr. Jeong.


I think today was a bad day at work... The kids disrespect is amazing and its gotten me depressed and I really don't feel like trying for them anymore there isn't a kid who likes me here


That's OK though I don't need their satisfaction

They won't get me down because I got something special...

Alls not for Waste

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