Mysterious Mayhems

Another jam packed day in Korea. Hyung-gok dong Gumi Korea nonetheless. i woke up early in order to get a lot of work done before making my way to my office. Home away from Home, Home.

I had an excellent morning~ I had some wonderful Curry and played the Ocarina. my Darling is wonderful at that. She can play better than me and she is a wonderful cook too. Lunch was amazing and delicious^^

I enjoyed a nice meal before the busy work day before us. Another day of 6 classes.

The worst possible way to begin the work day happened to me. Maybe not the worst part but I had to open my mouth and discuss things that didnt need to be said. i felt regret, shame and anger at myself for not having the clarity of mind to hold my tongue. Maybe I could give an excuse like the stress around here makes me crack a little but there doesnt need to be excuse. I didnt like the reaction from Christina and as a result I felt bad throughout the day.
Work is always in Turmoil for me. I feel uncertain lately when it comes to teaching.
This is where I tell everything simply because I want people to understand my situation and not feel that I am not working hard or I am doing things badly. Its a problem for me that I need to figure out at some point.

I had 6 classes in a row.
The MB classes were ok.
The first one is with very smart students and its very easy. They are learning fast.
The other class takes some more motivation but they were better today. Its my hope to not get angry so much because they are hard to control at times. They answered very well though today. Jake needs some more work but I tried to be outgoing and nice today with him. i still have a hard time figuring out how to talk to kids.

MC classes.
I was dog tired I wanted to go to bed I think its because of my emotional rollercoaster I was on in the afternoon onset.

By the time I got to MD classes I had nothing left to give today...So I played and finished early. I didnt want to but there was no way I could teach effectively.

After work I went to dinner with Christina at the place where I went on my birthday. We had Sam ga tang. It was good.

Well I am keeping busy. i think a lot about my future and therefore I am busy now more than ever. I hope that this month will go smoothly. I have a lot to think about as I go to bed. I worry about things maybe too much but that's only because they are really important.

I am going to be counting my blessings and knowing that I got an apple in my eye that brings me more happiness than anything else. I only hope that I am able to give as much.