Floating

I am staring at a present I was given a long time ago. Its a bear who is at a podium inside a snow ball glass ball with the word Fighting inscribed on the front

Its perhaps my motivation right now. I talked on the phone today and was told in a round about way that I am too personal in my writing/etc. Frankly, I dont have anything to hide and I really dont think I am too personal. I am vague but I do like to write and mention all of my thoughts. I feel this is one of the only ways I can escape.

The mood around work is dark and unfortunately negative lately. I thought this month would be wonderful but unfortunately it hasn't started yet. Maybe I have been too negative. Is it possible that I am too judgemental or causing people to be unhappy?


I am drifitng/floating my way through classes and just preparing barely enough to survive the day. Today being Thursday brought a new schedule yet again and I really hope that it will benefit me and Christina better. Its amazing how much of a peny pincher my boss is.


As a result of his cheapness the Academy is getting worse. These last few days I have felt that its gone downhill. I am trying my best to succeed and make it but right now my motivation for work is invested into something much more important.

The search for happiness is a life long quest unfortunately but I do know what makes me happy here and how much I am willing to "fight" to keep it. I can't express enough how much I want to learn and find a way in Korea as well as in general.

I will write more on this later.