Thursday, April 17, 2008
Genealogical Timetable
According to my count this is the 200th story that I have written.
Nowadays I feel a little scared at what I am becoming. I am starting some personal recordings which aren't anything special. The quality is tacky and at this moment I don't have the ability to ever become a director but its nice to have clips of my experience.
My experience... Its more than this though this is my life.
I have a nonchalant attitude about my Teaching and at the same time half way in between caring and not caring anymore. I will elaborate more later.
Sometimes I feel like I have squandered my time in Korea not taking full advantage of the opportunities that I have. Maybe there is something I overlooked.
I originally wanted a lot of personal time just to myself. I thought coming to Korea would allow me some time to Rejuvenate myself and just take some time to study WHO I am. It may seem funny but I like to looks at Symbol. I think Studying symbols is a good field of study for me sometimes. I am wearing Coats and shirts from Who a u? Who am I mori gesso.
On a more positive side of things. I am really liking Christina's Owl Project. I like family trees and I really like watching things grow. I think that Today's addition to the Box was an actual Owl family Mother Father and two babies.
Work today was Cake so to speak.
There are many wishes that I have. #1. I wish that Christina didn't feel bad about her English all the time. I have never felt that there was a problem with her English. #2. I wish I knew more Korean. #3. Even though this is just my Experience or personal travel "home away from home" I talked to Vicki today about going anywhere in the World.
I love Genealogical Studies so much because its related to culture and human studies. Things that interest me is the Human Genome Project and also just mapping out how things came to be. Languages spread from certain points etc. Korean is isolated to just Korea but even though this is the case I fancy that its possible to live anywhere in the world. My Darling has the gift embezzled inside of her and where ever I go in the World having her by my side is essential.
This Korean experience has been Topsy Turvy and so is this game of Life. I have always been thinking of the Future more and more whether this is the right thing to do or not. I do this because my time in Korea is limited and I have to be ready for something else. I also think more because Life is limited time to make a difference and even though no one in Korea that knows me would think that this is the case~ there is seriously a lot of things that I would like to do and also try to influence more and more. I will find a way I am certain about that. How and When are the bigger questions. This blog may just be a bunch of pish poshed thought pasted together but I hope its more than that.
I write from the heart.
Todays Classes
All 3 of them:
MB3: I dealt with the Untagee matter. I think he maybe better. He finished a lot of my homework and maybe he will be better in class. I will deal with that in May. He has been the source of a headache though and he needs to be dealt with by higher authority. I think I just need to make my complaining rights heard.
TC1: My best class. They are fun and interesting. They do cause problems but its OK because they at least try.
Mr. Jeong peeked into my class and it scared me. I sweated, turned red, my heart rate accelerated and I was shaking. This is problem. I wasn't doing anything bad but I still feel irritated.
Td1: Boring but getting through it April will be a real Test. May will be easier.
The question lingering on the back of my mind is should I stay or Should I go in June? I am not entirely sure but whatever maybe the case I hope that it will work out in a very positive way.
*If this place was hell and I am not saying it is, I am comforted that I have the best that Gumi has. I am just hoping for better things to come and always permanently wanting to stay in the company that I have for I feel that I couldn't be in better company.
Today we went to the library and later had a huge feast of Galbi at 11:45.
There is a lot more to say but I will save it for another post as I want to continue working on my other projects.
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