Igniting Passions

Today wasn't a very good day for me. I felt like I was living in slow motion and for the first time since getting here my world was collapsing beneath my feet.

I woke up still sickly. I said goodbye to James and Rochelle who I hope I see again someday. I also had Sungjin come over to give me some Easter Eggs.

I have spent the last 48 hours feeling a lot of uncertainty. Today I didn't leave my house. I didn't do anything other than just read my book-Paulho Coehlo.

I just hope that this is a bad weekend in March and it will pass and the work week will be better but I am nervous. Maybe its because I had a fever and felt like I was going to pass out when I was in Daegu with James and Rochelle. Maybe I am stressing out about things a little bit to much but whatever the case may be I am nervous.


I went to McDonald's twice today. Once for food that I hadn't had since TGIF in Daegu for lunch and the other for some hot chocolate drink. I am hoping to not be sick tomorrow.

Today was a Cloudy Rainy day. I said goodbye to James and I did not go anywhere. I stayed in my house. I felt like I was just waiting for them to leave. I had a great time with them but preoccupation made me drift to other things.

I sure hope it was the weather that made me feel this sad I have Norwegian ancestry in my blood so apparently it makes us prone to depression with the weather.

I have many things that I need to figure out in the weeks to come and it also makes me scared. I need to take a giant leap of faith because I am strong and can handle the dilemma's that are thrown to me.

In Life we only have one chance its time to Wake up