Friday, February 8, 2008

Dusting the Cobwebs

I spent today here in Gumi mostly at my house. I went to bed feeling very upset last night. On occassion I feel bad about the happenings that I encounter. This mini vacation gave me many questions that I have to figure out how to answer.

Today~ I bought a book called The Secret... I need to read more and thought that this book would be interesting. I walked to the Bookstore the excercise was good I also need to do that more. I should've went to E-mart but I decided not to...Maybe on Sunday or Monday I will.

I cleaned my room a lot because it needed it. I moved the bed back into its old position and began to clean out the Closet. My house is in need of some cleanup work. I also clean up the house in order to clear my mind.

Unfortunately, I have been giving out the wrong messages about what I think and how I am feeling. Today, I also worked hard at trying to find another job. I have to figure out something by the time June rolls around. There is still plenty of time though^^

I also have a problem with my diction or word choice when I have many conversations. I need to work on that. I think I am feeling unnecesary stress and its unfortunately effecting my mood a little.

I learned from my adventure in Suwon that in order to find Self Improvement and have success in my goals I need to be patient and I also need to work harder. That's why I am trying to get more involved and also learn as much as I can.
I want to make a difference in so many ways and my hope for next week is to begin anew. When I say begin a new I simply mean find more value in the things that I do.



There is a lot of things going on right now in Gumi. In my neck of the woods rather I should say. I am on a quest to make things better this month. It is my hope that I can help my gf out this week instead of adding more stress. I regret giving her stress this week.

This may be another post later tonight but for right now this is how it will end. I stand resolved wanting to be known as "Fighting Teacher"...

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